wishing you a great HAPPY BIRTHDAY  / April Happy Birthday (Her Daughter )

Hi Mom, Just sending you flowers to wish you a very Happy Birthday, but im sure that the flowers up in Heaven are much more beautiful then these, but its okay, its coming from the heart to let you know that we are all still thinkin of you, not a day goes by that i don't think of you and i kiss you each morning and evening from a photo of you and my kids on my frig, so each day you are thought of and missed sooooooo much. Days are just not the same with out you here Mom, people have changed so much, but no me, i always think of you, miss you and will always love you and thank you for all the memories that we shared threw out life

The kids and I and chris will be coming by later to sing you happy birthday and eat some cake with you, there going to Monson today to pick you and katy out a pumpkin to place at your spot, we will have some Mum's for you two as well, you will be styling in a while Mom, just like you always did here. So we will see you both later, till then, Enjoy your day in Heaven, Im sure you will be having a great time with all whom love you there and all your family and friends wishing you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM

LOVE YOU FOREVER...

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I MISS YOU SO MUCH  / Shannon Remy (friend)
HELLO MEME, I HAVENT BEEN BY HERE FOR A VERY LONG TIME BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT I DONT MISS YOU BECAUSE I DO VERY MUCH.I THINK ABOUT YOU JUST ABOUT EVERY DAY.I SO WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE.BRANDON MISSES YOU TO WE WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU THE OTHER AY WHEN WE WERE PLANING HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY HE SAID HE WISHED YOU COULD BE HERE. I TOLD HIM YOU WOULD BE AND ALWAYS ARE.IN OUR HEARTS YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE.I LOVE YOU MEME MORE THAN YOU KNOW.THERE ARE SO MANY THING THAT I WISH I COULD TELL YOU....i LOVE YOU Close

YOUR IN OUR HEARTS ALWAYS MOM  / April &. Family Thinking Of You Today (Her loving family )

Hi Meme, Its me April, just wanted to stop in to say hello and to tell you that i miss you so much, and i still wish you were here with us, along with my katy, my life has changed so much since you guys have left here, i keep saying that its not fair, but who am i tell the father of our heavens what is and isn't fair in life ya know, all i know is that i miss all the fun times we used to have together, and the laughs that we used to have over the most stupid shit, you were so awesome mom, and what is sad is that no one comes on here anymore to say hello or whatever, how sad is that, now that your no longer here, what you don't matter any longer, thats wrong, you still matter to me and always will no matter what. I Love you with all my heart and Miss you too, not a day goes by that i don't miss you or think of you, some times when i take a walk and i look up, i find my self talking to you and katy of how my life has changed and how different things are here, i look at the clouds and see how beautiful they are what it must be like to be free of all pain and sorrow and all worries of life up there, i can't wait till we are all together once again mom, Me, you, Katy, kyle, and Josie, and the rest of our family whom we all love, well i just wanted to let you know that i was missing you today and everyday since you left to be with GOD and my Katy, If ever you want to throw me another sign to let me know that your around, i would sure love that.. Thanks for every thing Mom, im will never forget you or stop loving you.....EVER

FOREVER YOUR DAUGHTER

APRIL...

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MOM  / April Waugh (Her daughter )

HI MOM, I JUST WANTED TO STOP IN TO TALK FOR JUST A FEW MINUTES, AND TO WISH YOU A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, LIFE HERE ON EARTH HASN'T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU LEFT US TWO AND A HALF YEARS AGO, ALL SEEMS SO DIFFERENT NOW, MY DAYS, OUR HOLIDAYS AND SO MUCH MORE, IT SEEMS AS THOUGH IM NOT HAPPY INSIDE SINCE THEN, AND I CAN'T SEEM TO BE HAPPY, SURE I LOVE KYLE AND JOSIE AND MY LIFE, BUT I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THAT HAPPY MOMENT IN ME YA KNOW, IT WILL NEVER BE THERE DUE TO YOU AND KATY LEAVING US, BUT I KNOW YOUR HERE WATCHING OVER US AND THATS THE ONLY THING THAT GETS ME THREW THE DAY, BESIDE THINKING OF KATY AND ALL THE MOMENTS WE SHARED SINCE THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS CARRYING HER INSIDE OF ME...

AND FOR YOU BEING MY MOTHER, IM SO PROUD TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER AND YOU BEING MY MOM, MOM IM SORRY FOR THE WAY YOU LEFT US, I STILL REMEMBER YOU TELLING THE NURSE THAT WAS THERE THAT I WAS ONE OF YOUR DAUGHTERS, IM SO GLAD THAT I WAS ABLE TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVED YOU THE DAY THAT I KISSED YOUR FOREHEAD, BECAUSE THEY SAID, YOU JUST DON'T KNOW, AND BOY, WE HAD NO CLUE THAT THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN OUR LAST TIME WE SAW YOU, AND IT WAS, OH MY GOD, IT WAS ALMOST LIKE YOU KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO BE WITH KATY, SEEING THAT YOU WERE TELLING US WERE YOUR LIFE SAVINGS WERE, BUT WE DIDN'T THINK ANY THING, BUT IM TRUELY SORRY THAT YOUR NO LONGER HERE WITH US, YET BLESSED THAT YOUR WITH MY KATY AND THAT YOU HAVE GIVING ME MY SIGN TO REASURE ME THAT YOU AND KATY ARE TOGETHER AND THAT YOUR BOTH OKAY, THANK YOU MOM SO MUCH ONCE AGAIN FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR ME, I WILL CARRY THAT WITH ME THREW THE REST OF MY LIFE, AND ON TO KYLE AND JOSIE, THEY WILL LOVE YOU MUCH MORE THEN THEY DO NOW, KNOWING THAT YOU GAVE ME THE POWER AND STRENGHT TO GO ON WITH OUT YOU AND MY KATY, THEY SO PROUD OF YOU MOM, THEY STILL TALK ABOUT YOU AND KATY ALOT, WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU BADLY, TILL WE MEET IN HEAVEN MOM, PLEASE STAY WITH US AND GUIDE US THREW OUR DAYS HERE ON EARTH, TILL THEN, LOVE YOU FOREVER MOM...LOVE ALWAYS,

YOUR DAUGHTER APRIL & FAMILY

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Wishing you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU MOM..WE LOVE YOU..  / April (One of her Daughters )

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU MOM, EVEN THOUGH YOUR NOT HERE RIGHT NOW WITH US, THIS IS HOW WE WILL REMEMBER YOU, "OUR FAMILY", YOU SEE HERE IN THIS PICTURE WE ARE ALL TOGETHER, ME, YOU, KATY, AND EVERYONE ELSE, THATS WHEN I WAS SO HAPPY, EVEN THOUGH IT WASN'T OUR DAY BUT MARK AND BETH'S WEDDING, JUST LOOK AT US ALL, ITS CALLED ALL TOGHETHER AND HAPPY, I MISS THAT MOM, EVEN OUR OTHER ANGEL IS WITH US IN THIS PICTURE, HOW SPECIAL AND MEANT TO BE WAS THAT, I WAS EVEN PREGNANT WITH JOSIE AT THIS TIME, SO THAT MAKES IT EVEN MORE SPECIAL, BECAUSE THAT MAKES US A TRUE FAMILY.. WELL TODAY IM THANKFUL FOR ALL OF WHAT I HAD WITH YOU AND ALL THE FUN TIMES WE HAD MOM, BEST TIMES EVER, PLEASE BE WITH US TODAY AND WATCH OVER US..
WE LOVE YOU MOM SO MUCH, YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN, EVER.. I LOVE YOU... TILL WE MEET AGAIN..
YOUR LOVING DAUGHTER APRIL AND FAMILY..
HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU MOM..

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Happy Birthday Meme.. we miss you  / Jaime Smith (BFF to April your daugher )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MEME.. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH.. SOMETIMES I SWARE I SEE YOUR SMILE EVERYWERE AND FEEL YOUR WARM SURROUNDING US.. NEVER DOES A DAY GO BY WHERE WE ARE NOT WISHING YOU WERE BACK HERE WITH US IN BODY.. BUT EVERY DAY THAT WE REMEMBER WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE HERE IN SOUL.. AND SPIRIT.. PLEASE KEEP YOUR ARMS OUTSTRETCHED FOR APRIL.. AND YOU WARM GENTLE KISSES FALLING ON JOSIE AND KYLE.. LET THEM KNOW THAT MEME WILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER THEM AND KEEP THEM SAFE.. SHOW THEM THAT KATE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FLYING ANGEL.. AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE GUIDING LIGHT.. WE MISS YOU MEME.. AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT WE DON'T THINK OF YOU.. YOU ARE WRAPPED IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER!!

WITH ALL MY LOVE.. FOREVER TIL WE MEET AGAIN..

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Happy Birthday Meme.. we miss you  / Jaime Smith (BFF to April your daugher )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MEME.. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH.. SOMETIMES I SWARE I SEE YOUR SMILE EVERYWERE AND FEEL YOUR WARM SURROUNDING US.. NEVER DOES A DAY GO BY WHERE WE ARE NOT WISHING YOU WERE BACK HERE WITH US IN BODY.. BUT EVERY DAY THAT WE REMEMBER WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE HERE IN SOUL.. AND SPIRIT.. PLEASE KEEP YOUR ARMS OUTSTRETCHED FOR APRIL.. AND YOU WARM GENTLE KISSES FALLING ON JOSIE AND KYLE.. LET THEM KNOW THAT MEME WILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER THEM AND KEEP THEM SAFE.. SHOW THEM THAT KATE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FLYING ANGEL.. AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE GUIDING LIGHT.. WE MISS YOU MEME.. AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT WE DON'T THINK OF YOU.. YOU ARE WRAPPED IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER!!

WITH ALL MY LOVE.. FOREVER TIL WE MEET AGAIN..

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WISHING YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY MOM, WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH...  / April And Family (her lonely family )

WISHING YOU THE BEST DAY EVERY MOM, WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, PLEASE KNOW THAT WE DO, AND WE MISS CELERBRATING YOUR DAY WITH YOU..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN MOM..
FOREVER IN MY HEART..
APRIL & FAMILY

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I can't believe its your 2yrs today Mom, unbelieviable, I miss you so much  / April &. Family (her loving family )

Mom, I just can't believe its now been 2yrs today since you went to be with our angel katy, i can't say how sorry i am that you are gone, i wish this never had to have happend to you, not yet anyways, but then again, i can't thank you enough for making the sacrifice that you did to go and be with Katy, I guess you knew that we would all be okay here with out you, well some days we are, knowing that your with our angel baby katy, but then there are those days that i wouldn't do to have you here with me and my family, and for all others who love you meme, we miss you so much, people still today talk about you and how great of a women you were and how you handled so much loss in your life and that you were so strong, well i guess now i know who to thank for my strenght, YOU, thanks mom, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR THAT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, i have to say i feel truely honored when people say to me "wow, your such a strong women" i then look up and say softly with a smile on my face 'THANKS MOM", If there is one thing im thankful for in my life, that would be you mom, you gave me life, to give life to my katy and that has to have been the best blessing i have every gotten, and now, i have my other two angels im blessed with, just wishing that you and katy had a chance to have seen them grow, but from what i hear from so many, is that your watching over them and keeping them both protected as well as the rest of us, we can't thank you enough for all that you have giving us, it just still hurts so much knowing that you had to go to the heaven's this soon, we had so much more to do and go to shop mom, i haven't yet gone to our store in Vernon since you have left me, but some day i will get the nerve to go and you can bet that i will be thinking of you, as i do each and every day of my life, wishing for you to just pull up and say hey, i sure do miss us going places together and laughing a stupid shit, best times together mom and i will never forget them, EVER, i love you with all my heart...you are a unforgettable women, and i hope some day i will be a example to others as you were to me and many others who loved you..I will continue to keep you alive no matter what, even if all others stop lighting you up, I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU, THATS A PROMISE TO YOU FROM ME, i will never fail you mom, never...
ALWAYS IN MY HEART, & CARRYING YOU WITH ME EVERY WHERE I GO TILL WE ARE TOGEHTER ONCE AGAIN..
I LOVE YOU MOM FOREVER
YOUR LOVING DAUGHTER APRIL & FAMILY...


 A ROSE FOR YOU MOM, ONE THAT WILL ALWAYS STAND TALL FOR YOU, NEVER DIES, YOU ARE MY ROSE MOM, THEN & NOW..
LOVE YOU ALWAYS...

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My Days are passing, but the pain isn't easing Mom..Missing you so much..  / April &. Family Needing You So Much (Her Daughter & family )

MOM, TODAY AS EVERYDAY HAS BEEN SO HARD HERE WITH OUT YOU, WE MISS YOU SO MUCH, WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALOT. A FRIEND WAS OVER THE OTHER DAY FOR MOST OF THE DAY HELPING ME THREW SOME HARD TIMES, AND HER DAD HAD SHOWN UP, AND I HAD TOLD HER HOW YOU WOULD JUST DROP IN AT ALL DIFFERENT TIMES, JUST BECAUSE TO SEE ME AND THE KIDS, AND I TELL YA, I SURE DO MISS THAT AND YOU ALOT, IT SEEMS AS THOUGH IM LOSSING ALL AROUND ME THESE DAYS, OUR FAMILY IS NO LONGER A FAMILY, WE DON'T ALL GET ALONG BECAUSE OF STUPID SHIT, OTHERS DON'T COME AROUND LIKE THEY ONCE DID AND NOT TO MANY SEEM TO CARE, AND THAT IS HURTING ME SO MUCH, BUT THE ONE THING THAT I DO FOCUS ON MOM, IS YOU AND MY KATY AND MY OTHER TWO LITTLE ANGELS I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH, I AM NOT AFRAID ANYMORE OF MUCH, BECAUSE I FEEL BLESSED WITH ALOT, EVEN THOUGH YOUR GONE AND YOUR WITH MY KATY, I FEEL BLESSED, BECAUSE IF YOU DIDN'T GO, I KNOW YOU WOULD BE HERE (LIKE IN THIS PICTURE ABOVE) SUPPORTING ME, IM NOT HAPPY THAT YOU AND KATY ARE NO LONGER HERE ON EARTH WITH ME, NOT ONE BIT, BUT KNOWING THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH ME THREW IT ALL WHEN I DID HAVE MY KATY, YOU SUPPORTED ME ALL THE WAY AND NOW YOUR DOING IT AGAIN, YOU WERE WITH KATY THEN, AND YOUR WITH MY KATY AGAIN, TOGETHER THEN AND TOGETHER NOW, THANKS MOM, KATY WILL NEVER BE ALONG AS LONG AS YOUR BY HER SIDE AND I CAN'T THANK  YOU ENOUGH FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, I WILL TRUELY LOVE YOU ALWAYS, AND ADMIRE YOUR STRENGHT AND MOTIVATION YOU HAD IN LIFE AND USE THAT FOR MYSELF ALONG WITH KYLE AND JOSIE. MOM THEY WILL KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT YOU, I PROMISE YOU WILL NEVER EVER BE FORGOTTEN IN OUR HEARTS OR FROM OUR LIVES..
I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS GOING TO BE 2YRS SOON (AUG 20TH) THAT YOU HAVE DEPARTED FROM ALL OF US, TIME SEEMS TO JUST BE PASSING SO FAST, I GUESS I COULD LOOK AT IT IN A POSITIVE WAY, SOON WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER YA KNOW, BUT MY HEART HURTS KNOWING THAT ITS BEEN 2YRS NOW THAT YOU'VE BEEN GONE FROM OUR LIVES AND ITS HASN'T BEEN EASY ONE BIT MOM, WE MISS YOU SO MUCH & LOVE YOU SO MUCH, ITS SO HARD TO BELIEVE THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEND TO YOU AND MY KATY, I NEVER IMAGINED THAT I WOULD LOSE THE TWO OF YOU SO CLOSE AT A TIME, BUT I GUESS OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN KNEW THAT YOU TWO NEEDED TO BE TOGETHER, AND SO ONCE HE TOOK KATY, HE KNEW THAT SHE NEEDED YOU THERE AND SO GOD DECIDED TO TAKE YOU FOR HER, AND BLESSED ME WITH YOUR SHOWIN ON THE STONE THAT YOU WERE NOW WITH MY KATY AND THAT I WOULD BE OKAY, EVEN THOUGH IT WOULD BE HARD FOR AWHILE, I WOULD GET SOME WHAT BETTER, AND I KIND OF HAS MOM, JUST KNOWIN THAT YOU TWO ARE TOGETHER IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LAND OF ALL, HEAVEN, WELL I HAVE TO RUN NOW MOM, SO PLEASE KEEP A WATCH OVER US AND ALL WHO LOVE YOU, GIVE MY KATY A BIG KISS AND HUG AND DON'T EVER LET HER GO MOM, PROMISE ME THAT, PLEASE, I SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TO ASK THAT OF YOU, THAT IS YOU, YOU WOULD ALWAYS DO ANY THING FOR ME AS WELL AS ANYONE ELSE.. THANK YOU GOD FOR MY MOTHER, YOU HAVE BLESSED ME WITH SO MANY MEMEORIES MOM, THAT I WILL CHERISH FOR THE REST OF WHAT LIFE I HAVE HERE, THAT GOES FOR KYLE AND JOSIE..I LOVE YOU MOM..


THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR LOVE & SUPPORT.
KEEP HOLDING MY BABY TIGHT MOM ALWAYS UNTIL I GETTHE CHANCE TO DO IT AGAIN..
I MISS YOU BOTH SO MUCH..
REST IN PEACE MY ANGELS..

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WITHOUT YOU IN IT!!  / JAIME SMITH

WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR SMILES DON'T SEEM AS BRIGHT,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR LAUGHTER IS NOT AS LOUD,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR HUGS DON'T SEEM SO SECURE,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR KISSES SEEM DRYER,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR DAYS SEEM EMPTY,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR NIGHTS SEEM LONGER,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR HEARTS FEEL INCOMPLETE,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR FEELINGS ARE NOT AS WARM,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR WORLDS SEEM FAR APART,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR TALKS SEEM BLANK,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR INSPIRATION IS LOST,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR MEMORIES STOP,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR SMILES NEVER MEET,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR TEARS ARE NEVER CAUGHT,
WITHOUT YOU IN OUR DAYS.. OUR THOUGHTS REMEBER U R AT REST,

BUT...

WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR SMILES SEEM BRIGHER,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR LAUGHTER MEANS SOMETHING,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR HUGS SEEM STRONGER,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR KISSES MEAN MORE,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR DAYS SEEM MEANINGFUL,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR NIGHTS ARE DREAMS OF YOU,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR FEELINGS ARE WARMER,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR WORLDS SEEM CLOSER TOGETHER,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR TALKS FEEL ANSWERED,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR INSPIRATION COMES FROM WITHIN,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR MEMORIES CONTINUE ON..
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR SMILES ALWAYS FIND EACHOTHER,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR TEARS ARE WIPED AWAY,
WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS.. OUR THOUGHS KNOW U R HERE.

MEME, 
    I KNOW THAT I FAILED YOUR DAUGHER, AND I AM SORRY FOR THAT. SO DEEPLY SORRY. BUT I DO LOVE HER MORE THAN LOVE WILL EVER ALLOW ME TO.. I DIDN'T INTENT FOR THINGS TO GET THIS OUT OF HAND. AND I AM SORRY FOR THAT. I WILL BE HERE FOR HER NO MATTER HOW BAD IT GETS.. THAT IS WHAT FRIENDS DO.. EVEN IF IT IS FROM A DISTANCE.. I WILL ALWAYS CARE. PLEASE HELP US THROUGH THIS ROUGH PATCH IN OUR FRIENDSHIP SO THAT WE MAY FIND OUR WAY BACK TO WHY WE TRUELY ARE BESTFRIENDS. I LOVE HER, MEME AND I AM SORRY FOR UPSETTING HER..PLEASE BE WITH ME SO THAT MY HEART CAN BE FILLED WITH BEING A BETTER FRIEND TO HER AND HER FAMILY.. I THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.. 


     YOU MAY NOT BE HERE WITH US LIVING OUR DAYS.. BUT IN OUR HEARTS YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY.. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF KATE AND WATCH OVER APRIL AND FAMILY.. HELP THEM THROUGH THERE DAYS SO THEY MAY KEEP YOU IN THEIR HEARTS.. MEMORIES ARE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS OF YOU AND KATE.. AND SMILES CARRY THEM ON.. KEEP THEM SAFE AND GOING FORWARD ON THE STAIRS OF LIFE.. TO REACH THE TOP, THE GATES OF HEAVEN SO ONE DAY THEY MAY ONCE AGAIN WALK HAND AND HAND WITH YOU AND KATE FOR ALL OF ETERNITY..

WITH ALL MY LOVE FOREVER AND EVER...

JAIME SMITH
A CLOSE FRIEND IN HEART TO YOUR DAUGHTER APRIL WAUGH-YOUNG...

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i miss you so  / Shannon Remy (friend)

H i MeMe,
 I was just thinking of you as i always do but today i am missing you more than ever .(if thats possable) it has almost been two years since you left us.but it still feels like yesturday.  I love you .

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WE NEVER STOP THINKING OF YOU MOM  / April &. Family Missing You Always (her Daughter & family )

MEME
LOOK AT THIS PICTURE, ALL OF US TOGETHER, YOU, ME, KATY AND BABY JOE, NOW WHY WERE YOU TAKIN SO SOON AS WELL, I STILL SEE YOU TELLING ME THAT YOU WERE SCARED, AND I LEANED OVER AND I KISSED YOUR FORHEAD AND TOLD YOU THAT YOU WOULD BE FINE, AND THAT WAS THE LAST MOMENT I HAD WITH YOU UNTIL I SAW YOU AGAIN AT HARTFORD, THAT I HAVE TO SAY WASN'T EASY, FEEDING YOU ICE, AND WETTING YOUR LIPS DUE TO YOU BEING SO MEDICATED UP, I THANK GOD THAT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO BE IN A HOME, IT WOULD BE TO HEART BRAKING FOR ME TO SEE YOU HAVE TO GO THREW THE REST OF YOUR LIFE LIKE THAT, ONLY BECAUSE THATS NOT YOU, YOU NEEDED TO ALWAYS KEEP MOVING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO, I THINK YOU WOULD OF HAVE A VERY HARD TIME AND GIVE ANYONE ELSE A HARD TIME DUE TO IT. I WISH THAT I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME AND HAVE YOU BACK, ALONG WITH MY KATY, BUT GOD HAD A PLAN FOR YOU AND I SEE THAT NOW, HE KNEW THAT YOU NEEDED TO BE WITH KATY AND SO YOU WENT, AND NOW YOUR WATCHING OVER HER AS YOU ALWAYS HAD HERE ON EARTH, YOU WERE AND ARE A WONDERFUL MOTHER, GRANDMOTHER AND FRIEND TO ME MOM, I THANK YOU FOR EVERY THING THAT YOU HAVE EVER DONE FOR ME, GOOD OR BAD, I HAVE LEARNED TO BE LIKE YOU, STRONG, AND TO STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE, EVEN IF ITS LEAVING ME BY MY SELF, I HAVE LEARNED THAT LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY THAT I CAN MAKE IT THREW ANOTHER DAY, AND KNOWING HOW BLESSED I AM FOR WHAT I HAD THEN (YOU & KATY) AND WHAT I HAVE NOW, KYLE AND JOSIE, THEY ARE WHAT GETS ME THREW MOM, IF IT WASN'T FOR THEM, IM NOT SURE HOW I COULD DO THIS IF IT WASN'T FOR LOVING THEM SO MUCH. WELL MOM, I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND THAT I THINK OF YOU ALWAYS AND WISH AT TIMES YOU WERE HERE WITH ME, SOME DAYS I CAN'T MAKE IT AND THEN I THINK OF WHAT YOU HAD TOLD ME AND DONE FOR ME, THEN A SMILE COMES ACROSSED MY FACE, AND I SAY "THANKS MOM" AND THEN I DO WHAT I HAVE TO.. I CAN'T SAY THANK YOU ENOUGH MOM, ESPECIALLY FOR GIVING ME MY KIDS. I LOVE YOU, PLEASE KNOW THAT WE LOVE YOU AND WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALOT, EACH DAY, AND THAT WE GO TO YOUR SPOT TO VISIT AND THE KIDS JUST LOVE GOING THERE AND PLAYING AND HAVING FUN, ITS ALMOST LIKE THEY FEEL THE CONNECTION WITH YOU AND KATY, ALMOST LIKE YOUR BOTH THERE WITH THEM AND THEY FEEL IT AND THATS WHY THEY LOVE GOING THERE AND HANGING OUT ALOT.. THANKS MOM, WELL I HAVE TO GO NOW, BUT JUST KNOW THAT WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND MISS YOU EVERY DAY. SOON I WILL HAVE YOU WITH ME ALWAYS, IM GOING TO HAVE A TATTOO OF YOU ON ME, NOT SURE WHERE, BUT SOME WHERE LOL, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MOM.
LOVE FOR EVER AND ALWAYS
APRIL & FAMILY

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NEVER WILL YOU EVERY BE FORGOTTEN OR REPLACED...  / April And Family Thinking Of You Every Day (Her Daughter & my family )

HEY MOTHER IN HEAVEN, ITS ME APRIL, JUST STOPPING IN TO HAVE A CHAT, I HOPE YOU HEAR ME FROM DAY TO DAY WHEN I TALK TO YOU, PEOPLE TELL ME THAT THEY BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN, SO I HOPE SO, BECAUSE THERE IS ALOT THAT I HAVE TO TELL YOU, AND IM SURE YOUR SEEING IT THESE DAYS TOO, ANYWAYS MOM, I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT WE ALL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH AND STILL TALK ABOUT YOU ALOT, ESPECIALLY UP AT THE TRACK, EVERY ONE THAT I TALK TO YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO COME UP, EVEN KATY DOES TOO, SO THATS A GOOD FEELING KNOWING THAT SO MANY STILL THINK OF YOU AND MISS YOU BOTH SO VERY MUCH, IT GETS ME THREW ANOTHER DAY WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BOTH SO MUCH. YOUR SITLL WALKING AMOUNG US MOM, ALL AROUND US, I FEEL YOU AND I SMELL YOU ALOT HERE AND SO IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD THAT I KNOW YOUR AROUND, AS FAR AS KATY, WELL SHE WILL BE TURNING 2O IN JUST A COUPLE OF DAYS, YA KNOW, DON'T FORGET, ITS THE 18TH OF THIS MONTH, PLEASE HUG HER AND TELL HER THAT I MISS HER SO VERY MUCH AND THAT I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART, PLEASE MOM, I NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE THERE TO DO THAT FOR ME, I CAN'T NO MORE, AND IF I COULD CHOOSE TO HAVE ONE WISH, IT WOULD BE FOR YOU AND KATY TO BE HERE WITH ME, AND THE KIDS, AND ALL OF THOSE WHO LOVE YOU BOTH, THAT WOULD BE MY WISH, BUT SEEING THAT IT CAN'T HAPPEN, PLEASE TELL HER I SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER, THANKS MOM... WELL I HOPE YOUR DOING WELL, THEY SAY THOSE WHO HAVE GOIN TO HEAVEN, ARE DOING MUCH BETTER THEN OF THOSE WHO ARE HERE LEFT BEHIND, AND I FEEL LIKE THAT IS JUST SO TRUE MOM, BECAUSE IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT WITH OUT YOU TWO HERE WITH ALL OF US AND MANY MORE WHO LOVE YOU..
MOM, THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME AND GETTING ME THREW MY HARD TIMES THAT I HAD IN MY LIFE, IM ASKING THAT OF YOU NOW, BUT NOT FOR ME, BUT YOU KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT, HELP HER SEE THAT SHE NEEDS TO OPEN UP AND GET OUT WHAT SHE NEEDS, I CAN'T DO IT, BRAKE THE SHELL MOM, LIKE YOU DID FOR ME, ITS SO MUCH BETTER KNOWING THAT I WALK IN PEACE DUE TO ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE AND SHARED WITH ME, I BELIEVE IN YOU, AND GOD MOM, THANKS, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, KEEP KATY CLOSE AND SAFE TILL I SEE YOU TO AGAIN, TILL THEN MOM, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AS KATY DID AS WELL, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...TALK TO YOU AGAIN SOON MOM..
FOREVER IN MY HEART, 
NEVER FAR APART...
REST IN PEACE MY ANGEL MOM...

MISSING YOU ALWAYS MOM...

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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOU IN HEAVEN MOM.. WE LOVE YOU  / April &. Family (Her loving family )

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY 
MOM,

Mothers Day Poem



M - O - T - H - E - R
"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me, 
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell
"MOTHER,"






You are my mother and my friend,
Which is quite unusual.
Somehow our characters must blend:
Your wisdom and my will.



I turn, and you are there for me;
I speak, you understand.
I feel cared for, but also free;
You lead but don't command.



I'm fortunate that I was born
To someone just like you;
I love you, not just as my mom,
But for what you are and do.



I LOVE YOU MOM
MISSIN YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY.
LOVE APRIL..
HUGS & KISSES TO YOU..
MAY 2007"

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WANTED TO WISH YOU A HAPPY EASTER IN HEAVEN MOM...  / April &. Family (Her loving family )

HAPPY EASTER MOM
IN HEAVEN..
JUST WANTED TO STOP IN TO SAY THAT I MISS YOU AND THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH STILL, AND ITS SUCKS THAT YOUR NOT HERE TO HELP KYLE AND JOSIE HANG THERE EGGS ON THE TREE, WE DID IT, BUT IT WASN'T THE SAME AS YOU WITH THEM FOR ME TOO TAKE ANY PICTURES, PUT I TOOK PICTURES, SO I WILL HAVE THE ONES THAT YOUR IN IT AND THE ONES THAT I TOOK FOR THERE SCRAP BOOK SOME DAY AND SO IT WILL BE NICE SEEING YOU DOING THAT WITH THEM, AND ALL THE OTHER PICTURES, YOU HANGING OUT WITH THEM, AT THE LAKE, IN THE POOL AND MUCH MORE, IM SO THANKFUL MOM THAT I GOT ALL THESE PICTURES OF YOU AND THEM TOGETHER. SO NOW I TAKE A TON'S OF PICTURES OF ME AND MY KIDS AND CHRIS, I WANT FOR THEM TO KNOW WHO CHRIS AND I AND EVERYONE ELSE IS THAT WAS A BIG PART OF THERE LIVES SOME DAY. THEY WILL KNOW HOW MUCH THEY WERE LOVED, THANKS MOM FOR ALL THE MEMORIES, YOU WILL NEVER FORGOTTEN IN MY LIFE, OR MY KIDS, WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WE ALL MISS YOU TOO. 
HAPPY EASTER AGAIN MOM, IN HEAVEN
ALWAYS REMEMBERED..

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ITS NOW A NEW SPRING, BUT IT STILL HURTS MOM  / April And Family Thinking Of You Always (Her Daughter )

MOM
ITS NOW SPRING, AND IT SO HARD ONCE AGAIN, BECAUSE THIS IS THE TIME THAT YOU WOULD BE HERE HANGING OUT WITH ME AND THE KIDS, HELPING ME GET THINGS TOGETHER, WELL NOW I HAVE TO GET SHIT DONE BY MYSELF, AND IM NOT LIKING THAT TO MUCH, BUT IM DOING IT, I THINK ALOT OF THE TIMES THAT WE WOULD GO SHOPPING AND LAUGH AND THEN HAVE LUNCH AND HEAR CHRIS ALWAYS SAY "NOW WHERE IS THAT ALL GOING" HA HA, WELL WE FOUND PLAYES FOR IT ALL, I STILL GO SHOPPING AT OUR G-FOX'S ONCE IN AWHILE, I BRING JOSIE WHILE KY IS AT SCHOOL AND ITS NOT THE SAME WITH OUT YOU THERE, BUT SHE LIKES TO PLAY IN THE TOYS, NOT THAT SHE REALLY NEEDS ANY, BUT ITS NICE TO LET HER CHOOSE HER OWN, SO I GO THERE JUST TO FEEL YOU WITH ME, AND I DO THERE ALOT MAINLY TO ALL THE LAUGHS WE WOULD HAVE, ESPECIALLY OVER THAT LADY WE WOULD ALWAYS TALK ABOUT. DO YOU SEE HER THERE UP IN HEAVEN, LOL, IF SO IS SHE THE SAME OR HAS HEAVEN CHANGED HER, WELL IM SURE IT HAS CHANGED HER IN SOME SINCE YA KNOW LOL, ANYWAYS, PLEASE KNOW THAT I THINK OF YOU ALWAYS AND THAT WISH THE BEST FOR YOU AND MY KATY. THERE ARE DAYS THAT I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO HELP ME GET ALONG WITH OUT KATY, AND THEN I STOP AND SAY "HEY MEME IS THERE WITH KATY" AND THEN I KIND OF FEEL A BIT BETTER, KNOWING THAT YOU ARE AND I KNOW FOR SURE YOU ARE BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DONE FOR ME, AND I COULD NEVER THANK YOU ENOUGH. MOM WATCH OVER AUNT BEA AND UNCLE LOUIE, AUNT BEA ISN'T DOING ALL THAT WELL I GUESS, JUST THERE HER KNOW THAT YOUR THERE WITH HER AND HELP HER ALONG WITH WHAT IS HAPPENING TO HER, I REALLY DONT WISH TO GO THREW ANOTHER LOSS RIGHT NOW MOM, EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU AND KATY WOULD BE THERE FOR HER AND IM SURE SHE WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU BOTH AGAIN, BECAUSE SHE ALWAYS MENTIONS EACH TIME I SEE HER OR TALK WITH HER HOW MUCH SHE MISSES YOU, SO HELP HER MOM, GIVE HER SOME GUIDENCES ALONG THE WAY. WELL I MOM PRETTY SOON YOURS AND KATY'S SPOT WILL BE LOOKING REALLY NICE AGAIN, ONCE THIS SNOW GOES AWAY YOU WILL BE SEEING US THERE ALOT AGAIN, I WILL BRING YOU GUYS SOME FRESH FLOWERS AND PLANTS TO BRIGHTEN UP YOUR SPOT AGAIN, RIGHT NOW THERE DOING UP CLEANING FOR THE SPRING I GUESS, SO IM GOING TO WAKE BEFORE BRINGING ANY THING MORE DOWN THERE, SO JUST BE PATIENT WITH ME OKAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM, I HOPE YOU AND KATY GET THESE, BECAUSE THERE IS NOT ALWAYS TIME TO SIT AND CHAT WITH YOU HERE OR AT YOUR SPOT. SO TELL KATY I SAY HELLO AND THAT I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART, AND THAT GOES FOR YOU TOO MOM.
TALK TO YOU AGAIN SOON..
WITH ALL MY HEART
APRIL....


MOM YOU WILL ALWAYS BE ONE OF MY GUARDIN ANGLES.
I LOVE YOU MOM...

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We are missing your laughter Mom, and you so bad....always rememebered  / April And Family Another Day Missing You (Her Family )

 MEME,
I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE THIS PICTURE, WHY, WELL YOU CAN SEE WHY, YOUR WITH MY KATY, AND YOU BOTH LOOK SO HAPPY, I AM SO HAPPY THAT I TOOK TON'S OF PICTURES OF YOU MOM WITH MY KIDS AND JUST THINGS, I HAVE BEEN GOING THREW SOME THINGS AND I FOUND YOU AND ALOT OF MY KIDS, SO I HAVE YET TO DOWN LOAD THEM ON HERE FOR YOU, IM SO HAPPY ABOUT THEM, IM MAKING A SCRAPBOOK FOR YOU FOR WHEN KY AND JOSIE GET OLDER, I CAN TELL THEM ALL ABOUT YOU AND HOW MUCH YOU LOVED THEM AND HOW OFTEN YOU SPENT TIME WITH HERE THERE AND EVERY WHERE WITH THEM. I HAVE ALREADY STARTED ON FOR KATY, AND NEXT WILL BE YOURS. SO I JUST HOPE I DO A GOOD JOB SO THIS WAY WHEN THEY LOOK AT IT, IT WILL TELL A STORY IN ITS SELF. WELL I JUST WANTED TO STOP BY TO SAY TO YOU THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH, EACH AND EVERY DAY, THERE ARE DAYS WERE THINGS GO WRONG THAT I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO TALK TO, THEN I REMEMBER YOUR IN HEAVEN WITH MY KATY, AND IM GLAD ABOUT THAT, AT LEAST SHE ISN'T ALONE, WELL SHE REALLY WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN, THE FAMILY WOULD OF BEEN THERE FOR HER, BUT IT'S JUST BETTER FOR ME KNOWING THAT YOUR BY HER SIDE, BUT WHAT I WOULDN'T DO FOR YOU TWO TO BE HERE WITH ME, AND EVERYONE ELSE, AND IM SURE AUNT PAT WOULD LOVE TO HOLD LISA ONCE AGAIN YA KNOW, ITS NOT EASY AT ALL, AND FOR ANYONE TO SAY IT IS, THERE LYING, SURE I HAVE FAITH AND HOPE, AND IM FAR FROM BEING AFFRAID OF DYING, BECAUSE I KNOW I WILL MEET UP WITH YOU AND KATY AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY, I JUST HOPE THAT YOU WILL STILL KNOW ME WHEN THE DAY COMES YA KNOW, IM NOT SURE HOW THAT WORKS, YOU WILL HAVE TO MAKE SURE YOU LOOK FOR ME, I KNOW I WILL KNOW YOU TOO, SO MAYBE I WILL HAVE TO LOOK FOR YOU TWO, ANY WAYS I HOPE YOUR BOTH OKAY UP IN HEAVEN AND THAT YOUR DOING FINE. THEN NICE WEATHER IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER MOM AND THATS WHAT REMINDS ME THE MOST OF YOU, US GOING TO CRYSTAL LAKE SWIMMING WITH THE KIDS, AND JUST HANGIN OUT IN YOUR LAWN CHAIRS, EATING YOUR FRUIT MACORONI, DIFFERENT, BUT YET GOOD LOL, ANY WAYS MOM, I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT IM SORRY FOR NOT VISITING YOU FOR A SHORT WHILE, THE KIDS ARE DRIVING ME INSAIN AT TIMES, BUT YOU CAN BET ONCE THE WEATHER GETS WARMER, WE WILL BE VISITIN YOU AND KATY AT YOUR SPOT, CLEANING IT UP AND JUST HANGING OUT WITH YOU BOTH, THEY SEEM TO LOVE THAT, SO TILL THEN, PLEASE KNOW THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU EVERY DAY NO MATTER WHAT, I WILL NEVER STOP MOM.. LOVE ALWAYS ME..

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Thinkin of ya  / Arden (Friend)
Want  to wish you and Katy along with my mother a Happy Valentines Day.  

April.....Ive been thinkin of you and I keep you in my prayers.  Please stay strong, I know its hard, but u can do it.

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THINKING OF A ONE OF A KIND MOTHER IN HEAVEN.  / April &. Family (her Daughter )

MEME IF THIS DOESN'T REMIND ME OF YOU, ITS REMINDS ME OF YOU BEING WITH MY KATY, LETTING ME KNOW THAT NOT ONLY ARE YOU A GRANDMOTHER, YOUR ALSO A MOTHER ANGEL IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER YOUR LITTLE GRAND DAUGHTER ANGEL, THANKS MOM, ITS HELPS TO KNOW THAT YOU ALWAYS THERE FOR HER WHEN I CAN'T BE, AND LOVING HER WHEN I CAN'T HOLD HER, I CAN'T SAY THANK YOU ENOUGH MOM, SOME DAY I WILL TELL YOU TO YOU, NOT IN MY HEART ANYMORE YA KNOW...WELL IM HANGING IN THERE, TRYING TO STAY BUSY IN MY LIFE, TO KEEP ME GOING AND TO RAISE THE KIDS WITH HAPPINESS YA KNOW, JUST LIKE YOU TOLD ME THAT I HAD TO DO, AND SO IM SOME WHAT TRYING TO DO THAT, ITS NOT BEEN EASY FOR ME, BUT WHEN I GET DOWN MOM, I THINK OF ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND IT PUTS THAT SMILE ON MY FACE, EVEN IF ITS FOR JUST THAT MOMENT, BUT THATS A MOMENT THAT I NEEDED TO GET THREW THAT DAY, THANK YOU SO MUCH MOM.
IM TRYING TO STAY BUSY WITH THIS MOM, I NOW HAVE A PART TIME JOB, ITS JUST SOME THING EVERY OTHER WEEKEND, BUT IT GETS ME OUT OF THE HOUSE, AND NOW IM DOING A HOME STUDY WITH A FRIEND FOR MEDICAL BILLING AND THEN IN MAY I WILL BE TAKING A CNA CLASS, SO IM TRYING MOM, I DID WHAT I DID WITH THE MARTIAL ARTS AND NOW I WILL DO WHAT I CAN WITH THIS, I WANT SOME THING BETTER FOR MYSELF, INSTEAD OF SHIT JOBS YA KNOW, AND SO I FEEL DOING WHAT I DOING WITH DO JUST THAT FOR ME, AND I WANT BETTER FOR MY KIDS SEEING THAT I COULDN'T DO ALL THAT I WANTED FOR MY KATY, BUT I DID WHAT I COULD WITH MY KATY MOM, AND YOU KNOW THAT BETTER THEN ANYONE, SO NOW I JUST WANT TO DO THE SAME WITH THESE TWO YA KNOW, AND FOR ME TO NOT BE INDEPENT FOR MYSELF, WONT DO FOR ME, SO I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR ME AND THE KIDS. MY LIFE HAS BEEN A MESS, BUT ITS TURNING AROUND NOW, AND HOPEFULLY FOR THE BETTER, SO I PRAY THAT YOU AND MY KATY WILL CONTINUE TO BE WITH ME AND GUIDE ME THREW THE REST OF WHAT REMAINS FOR ME. WELL MOM I WAS JUST MISSING YOU AS ALWAYS, SO I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO YOU I GUESS, I WENT AND SAW YOU AND KATY THE OTHER DAY, BUT DIDN'T STAY LONG, I TALKED FOR JUST A MOMENT WITH YOU GUYS, BECAUSE I HAD THE KIDS AND IT WAS SO COLD AND IT WAS RAINING AS WELL, SO THEY STAYED IN THE TRUCK WITH DAD, SO I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, AND ALWAYS WILL UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN, SO PLEASE KEEP A WATCH OVER KATY, AND KEEP HER IN LINE, AS YOU KNOW SHE WILL BE TURNING 20 THIS YEAR AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS, SHE WILL BE TELLING YOU THAT SHE IS OLD ENOUGH TO DO WHAT SHE WANTS, BUT YOU TELL HER MOM THAT I ASKED FOR YOU TO WATCH OVER YOU, AS MUCH AS SHE WON'T LIKE IT, LOL, BUT SHE WILL GET USED TO IT, I DON'T KNOW THE RULES UP IN HEAVEN, BUT IM SURE YOU CAN STILL KEEP A EYE ON HER. 
THANKS MOM
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER...

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